You can’t even talk because you’re like:
and your friends are like:
“I was like SHUT THE FUCK UP BITCH!”
“OMG YOU SAID THATT!!!!??”
” no..but i was thinking it!”
I used to call her dumb for being with him. But I realized that it’s me who’s dumb. And that, I didn’t want to believe but I can’t deny it because the whole world could see. I am selfish. And I’m twice as dumb as the girl who picked up my trash because I come back running to him, even if I know that I’m just an option when he is bored. And after it all I end up being so hurt, bitter and I feel all worthless and ashamed of myself. Know why? Because the day after tomorrow, I have been forgotten by the guy I gave love to the most. And because of that, I am branded as selfish, dumb, stupid, and it’s killing me.